Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Trouble in Paradise?


I assume everyone has moments of doubt,
questioning their existence or path they are on...
Makes me have some sympathy for those that "bail out" and commit suicide :-(
It's sad, because the Light shines the Brightest after the Darkness

Today, or actually lately...
I have had my questions, wondering my whys and why nots!
Sorta silly really, knowing deep down the Truth of the MANY Blessings I receive,
but "cloudy days" are part of living?

Transitions can be difficult for rebellious bulls like me,
though I am reminded that I get a say in these patterns that flow into my life.
Sometimes its the weight of the responsibility for making the appropriate choice or choosing to act
that gets me twisting or standing still...

Holiday Season tends to add to the mix some years, this one was interesting
Family with its "unconditional love"... really? does it exist??
I get it from the youngest of the clan, but everyone else seems so programmed :-(
Fake-ness has never been a quality I am good at or want to overlook.

The Sanctuary I live in always seems to help, but now it is resetting...
Been looking for another person to share this cool place by the sea
and uncertainty has seemed to wash over me!

But got a reminder today from the Venezuelan guy looking at the place...
He loved it, giving me hope that someone else recognizes this gem.
Now choosing the options that lie before me...

His words echo in my mind, since I was asking for Guidance only hours earlier..
"Man, LIVE and enjoy your Good Life!" :-)

Thanks Adolfo... the sunset looked particularly spectacular tonight!

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